Not that anyone will read this, and I guess that's one of the reasons I'm writing here, but I'm terrified. I leave for college in 5 days. I know this is something that most people go through, so if someone does read this, I am in no way looking for pity. I just need to get out the fact that I'm scared shitless. High school went far from smoothly for me, I've spent a lot of time being sick, and at home. And now, all of a sudden, the prospect of not having my bed, room, old comforter, my dogs and cat, my dad, and most of all, my mom is hovering over my head, and it scares me. I don't care what people think, but my mom's my best friend. I can't imagine not living with her. Not being able to hug and talk to her face to face. Her not being there to get me a cold wash cloth when I've been up all night sick. She means everything to me.
When I've gone out of town by myself, by the second or third day, I want to be home. I don't know what I'm supposed to do.
I know I'll make it through it, but right now, I'm really just scared.